Happy Thanksgiving! I am more than thankful for all the many things in my life. I often think back to how things would be like or where I’d be at this very moment if thing’s didn’t turn out as they did. I don’t think they’d be half as great, and I’d be half as happy. Things just seem to be getting better every week and it makes me more confident in practically everything. I also know that I couldn’t have done this without one person, and for that, I am most thankful for him. :^)
so i was at the mall today following this black couple with a baby and the baby starts crying and the father said “yo aint nobody wants to hear that shit” and the baby stopped crying instantaneously. it was the most amazing thing ive ever witnessed
So Tumblr, we meet again. Sorry I haven’t been blogging. I’ve been so busy lately. Maybe a little updating.. Well I’ve got great news. Just about another month and half, my baby and I will get the key to our house! Yay! Next week will be the baby shower and I’ve spent nearly six to seven hundred bucks on it already! Boo! I had an ultrasound last week and another checkup today, baby’s doing great of course. Oh! Last week’s ultrasound was really fun. I’m kinda disappointed we didn’t get any good 3D photos, but we saw her sticking her little tongue out trying to suck on her fist. It was adorable. And it seems as though she has most of my facial features so she might be looking like mommy. I’m getting really impatient now. I just want my baby girl to be here already. :P I’m so excited!
I had this dream the other day and I woke up tearing up. Even though I didn’t get to talk to him, I think it brought me closure.. I sent him a long message about it and how I felt though which also made me feel a bit better. The weight is slowly lifting off I think. In a way, I still wish he was here with me, but I’m starting to be okay with letting him go. I just want him to be happy and know that I will forever love him.
I thought that 2012 was going to be a new beginning for me to change my life around, but it was a horrible disaster that’s becoming more than I ever wanted in life. Now I’m going to end 2012 with a new bundle of joy and spend the rest of my life with an amazing person in our new house out of my ghetto hometown! I cannot wait. I feel like I’m being spoiled. ;) For the first time in a long time, I can say “Life is bliss.” <3 I love it, and could not have asked for more.